You see, I made a deal. It's really hard for me to decide because I'm kinda scared to like you again. So I told myself that if you give me a message the same night I was posting that, I won't block these feelings anymore. Well unfortunately, you did not.
Maybe God is sending me a sign that I should not like you anymore. Maybe you are the wrong one.

And.. well, it's really tiring you know. I keep on asking for signs when actually, what I need to receive are his efforts and sincerity.

We will see.

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I don't really get jealous with anyone.
At least I am quite sure that I have something that you all do not have.