That night when you said "you hate me after all this time" / The Vienna Tragedy

"Why are you like this 

I want to give up on you now 

You are not worth everything I have sacrificed. You are not worth all the nights on dark streets, all the tears and yells I received from the people I love, all the time and efforts wasted; you are not worthy of anything from me. 

You just used me. I know that. I know from the beginning that I don’t need you, but you need me. You need me for your choir because you're in short of members. And after everything, you’re here to tell me that you dislike me since the very beginning. 

I shouldn’t feel sorry. You made me suffer alot. And now you’re slapping to my face the fact that I suffered everything just for this. 

You were the man I respected the most before. Now you just became an awful monster to me. 

I want to give up on you."