Sunday, April 29, 2012

Minsan naiisip ko, paano kaya kung may nagbabasa din pala dito sa blog ko na to na ka-close ko? Paano kaya kung inaantabayanan nila lahat ng secrets ko tapos pinagkakalat nila sa iba? Okay, it's a small world. My blog is on the internet. Pwedeng isearch sa google yung mga possible posts ko tapos mahahagilap na nila.
Wala lang, feeling ko may nakakaalam na. Pero ewan. I don't care. Hahaha~

FAMOUS

Ewan! Nakakainis talaga. May mga bagay lang talaga sa mundo na ang sarap ipaassasinate tapos itapon sa lagoon. Okay another famous issue. Ang dami kasing famous na feel na feel talaga yung pagkafamous nila tapos parang tinuturing nilang "lowest form" yung mga blogs na hindi masyadong pinapansin. ANG SARAP NILANG BATUTAIN OKAY. Hindi sila marunong magappreciate. Para sa kanila, blog lang nila yung bongga at dapat sambahin yun ng mga fans nila.
ASDFGHJKL NAKAKAURAT ONE HUNDRED ONE POINT SEVEN ELEVEN TIMES.

Wednesday, April 18, 2012

I love you.

To tell you the truth, I once said "I love you" to the boy I never really loved. It was a crush actually. No, it is slighter than a "crush". I don't really like him at first. HE'S THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF MY IDEAL GUY. He's not smart, he's not even cute, he's weird, he's coward. But he's sweet, and he's popular. At first he really  do like me. He even tease me from my REAL CRUSH. Then we got close and he confessed to me that he likes me. Then the whole school knew. I thought I had feelings for him, and I just "go with the flow"ed. I was wrong. We even had a date, no it wasn't a date. Just a "gala" and he deeply fell in love with me. I don't know, I'm not sure. But he really enjoyed it while I, was having a terrible time. But as I said, I only just "go with the flow'ed and told him everything he WANTED to hear even if I don't really feel saying it.
When I realized I never really loved him, I gradually went away from him. Okay, I'm such a dumbass. I thought he wasn't really serious and he just acted like that to recover from his past and to satisfy me because he thought I was feeling the same way. But I think I'm kinda wrong.

I didn't say goodbye, I didn't say sorry. But he recovered soon enough.

Maybe you're asking me why I chose to break his heart huh? Easy. I just wanted to make my REAL CRUSH jealous (which is, worked slightly) and then I realized, breaking their hearts were'nt something you could make fun of. I thought love is just a game that time.

I'm feeling mental. I'M  NOT EVEN BEAUTIFUL TO SAY THIS THINGS. OKAY OKAY OKAY -_-
So si Earl naman ang napanaginipan ko ngayon. And I could say that that was the best dream I ever had. Akala ko talaga totoo yun. It was like real. Sobra.
Kasi ganito yun.
Me and Kent (my ex-classmate) were sitting on the stairs, particularly on the King's Cross Station (Harry Potter). Kent was a bit teasing me about certain things. And then Earl came. Wait a minute, he's online now! What am I gonna do? :"> Okay back to business. He suddenly confessed his feelings for me. He said he's deeply in love with me ever since we passed by each other at subd's gate. It was like:
Earl: I love you. You're different, you're unique, you're beautiful. You're one of a kind. It was like, you're reading minds. You're amazing.
Kent: Weh!?! Eh bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi? 
Earl: Eh kasi nga wala akong lakas! But I really do like her, I swear.
And then suddenly, it was a great feeling knowing the reasons of his actions. Why do they look at me, why do his friends stare at me, why do his family know me.. My heart was filled with joy atleast for once. I didn't mind my problems. It was like, I reached one of my greatest dreams now. It felt like I was the luckiest girl in the world. I can't believed that, but I'm so, soooo happy. The thing is, I'm just smiling to death. I didn't spoke a word. He's the only one talking. I just said to him, 
"Remember the time we met?"
And he smiled, "Yeah, I always knew it was the best day of my life."
His words mean everything to me. His eyes, his lips, his everything. I went home at dawn. And I saw him online. He didn't chat me, message me, or anything else. So I did the first move. I typed everything I wanted to say. About our deal between me and God, the way I dream of him, everything. I imagined my future WITH HIM. It's like he's my soulmate. He's the one I want to be with someday. 
And then I woke up. 


Honestly, hindi ko sya maintindihan. He shows motives (no I mean, I don't know if his actions are really "motives" or I'm just assuming something.) Pero ewan ko. He never chatted me, or even liked my photo, or even dropped me a message. I don't know kung may chance pa ko. Pero I trust God naman eh. I know he will make ways.

Nagseselos din ako kay Sammerz at Angel. K. Nakakainis.

Thursday, April 12, 2012

When I first met Earl...

When I first met him, no I mean, when I first knew that we live on the same subdivision, the moment was really awkward. But I felt magic. Okay I'm being weird. I felt sparks! Yung moment na yun, katulad ng mga nababasa ko sa mga love stories. But it was weird because, I don't believe that those things exist here in our world. Kasi ganito eh, I'm in a hurry that time. Nung nandun na ako sa sakayan, I.SAW.HIM. He's so cute. I felt like he's the only one around. Like, the moment is in slow-motion. And every step I take, is the most amazing path I ever took.
But the very awkward thing is, WE HAVE THE SAME LOOK. I was like, "OMG WHAT IS HE DOING HERE?!" Nakataas yung kilay ko don and nakatingin sa kanya. Nakatingin din sya sakin WITH THAT LOOK so I immediately looked away. When I looked at him again, he's still looking at me. So nagmadali na ako. I don't know why I did that. I just felt like, kailangan na matapos yung moment na yun dahil hindi ko alam kung anong irereact ko.

Well, may time din na may activity sa school, and kailangan naming lumipat sa Dimas (annex ng school where he studies) tapos yung pila namin, malapit lang sa pila nila. As in nasa likod ko lang sila with his friends. Then tumingin ako sa kanya, AND HE'S ALREADY STARING! I looked away for a long time. And then nung tumingin ulit ako sa kanya, NAKATINGIN NA SILANG LAHAT SA AKIN. I mean, nakatingin sya pati yung mga friends nya sa akin! Is that weird? Anong meron?

Meron ding time nung pumunta kami sa Dimas dahil trip lang namin. (and para magpapirma) And I saw he and his friends sa GC! His friend looked at me and tinuro nya ako kay Earl! Nung pabalik na kami, lahat sila nakatingin sa amin! What's with that? :">

And meron ding isang mababaw na thingy when I liked his picture for the very first time. Of all of his pictures, yun lang yung ni-like ko. Nung nagonline sya, nagcrack sya ng joke and he said thank you for those who liked his DP! I checked all of his pictures kung habit nya na talaga magthanks sa mga likes pero it turns to be the first time too. Sakto nung ni-like ko yun. Mula non, hindi na sya nagpalit ng DP.

Pero the thing is, meron daw syang crush na iba. Sa ibang school, and simula Grade 5 ata crush na nila ang isa't isa. When I viewed the girl's profile, SHET ANG GANDA NYA. Ang puti. And they said that talented sya sobra. Mabait, matalino, magaling sumayaw at kumanta. Sabi nung kaibigan ko, naging sila ni Earl. Pero nagbreak din, they remained friends. Pero they act more than friends and they're super sweet. I acted like okay lang sakin. Pero deep inside, masakit.

Inadd ko na lang ung babae. Pero ayaw akong i-accept. Lahat ng nagadd sa kanya inaccept nya except me. What's with her? And meron din syang kinover photo na ibang lalaki. She said "mwa :*" to that guy. Is he her boyfriend? If yes, then magkaano ano sila ni Earl?

Totoo kaya yung sinabi sakin nung kaibigan ko na very close friend ni Earl?

Earl.

Napanaginipan ko si Earl kaninang umaga. Okay, tanghali na naman ako nagising kanina. Well, ayoko muna kasing gumising kasi ayokong matapos yung panaginip ko ng ganun ganun na lang. Well, it was just...
Si daddy daw nagalit sakin. Sobrang hindi ko kinaya yung nanyari, hindi kami pwedeng umalis. Pero syempre, palagi naman akong nakakatakas sa mga panaginip ko kaya dahan dahan akong umalis tapos tumakbo. Nakapikit ako habang tumatakbo, bahala na ang paa kong dalhin ako sa gate para sumakay sa jeep papuntang school. Nararamdaman kong hinahabol ako ng tatay ko pero kahit anong pilit ko, hindi ko mabuksan yung mata ko. Pagkadilat ko na lang, nasa gate na ako. Madaming tao. Konti lang yung jeep. Natatakot ako dahil kapag hindi pa ako makasakay, baka maabutan ako ng tatay ko. Luckily merong isang jeep na nasakyan ko. Tapos bigla itong lumiko sa primarosa, sa subdivision namin. Kinabahan na naman ako dahil baka mahuli ako ng tatay ko. Pero sabi ng driver, susunduin daw namin si Earl. Jeepney turned out to be Earl's service. Pagkatingin ko sa may likod ng fx (because naging fx yung jeep without my notice, and I'm in the middle of the vehicle.) nakita ko yung mga kaklase ni Earl. Yung fx na service nila, sobrang laki. And then nakita ko na si Earl. With the same look he had when I first met him on our subdivision. Then dumaan kami sa bahay namin, and yung bintana nakabukas, I can see my dad's angry face. Tumungo ako para hindi nya ako mapansin. 
Then napunta na ako sa school namin. Yung school namin is yung Pilot, my elementary school. Pero puro highschool ang nandun. I feel safe, and one of my dreams became true. Maging kaservice si Earl and have a chance to be his friend. Then I woke up.
Anyway, 
This morning, the only thing I ever thought is him. I remembered my deal with God. I dont even know if deal pa din namin yun ni God. I said to him na hindi ako mafa-fall in love with somebody else, handa akong maghintay kay Earl. I sound like a desperate woman, but he's so my dream guy. He's my IDEAL guy.

  • Mas matangkad sa akin. Because it is really RARE for me na makakilala ng isang lalaking mas matangkad pa sakin pero same age. You know,  I'm 5'5 with 13 years old of living. It's really hard for me to find someone who's taller than me.
  • Maputi sya. Well, yun talaga ang hanap ko sa isang lalaki. Kailangan talaga maputi. Hindi ako nagkakacrush sa maitim. Well, I dont even know. Maybe I just wanted to be so choosy-type.
  • Pogi sya. In fact, heart throb sya. Okay, I always fall for pretty boys. I always fall for heart throbs. Even though I'm not a pretty girl, and I'm just an ordinary type. I don't know if "dork love heart throb" truly exist in our world. But who knows? I keep believing with that.
  • His family is sooooooo great. Ang gaganda ng mga tita nya, sobrang pogi ng mga tito nya. Lahi nila ang mga pogi. And sosyal sila, sobra. Yan ang gusto ko, yung sosyal na lalaki. PRAMIS. Ayoko ng cheap na type, yung walang alam kung pano pumorma. English speaking nga sila eh. Basta, I really love his family. In fact, kinausap ako ng tatay (o baka tito) nya the first time I passed by their street. And simula non palagi na kong nginingitian nung mga tao sa kanila, and every time I passed by their street, and everytime Reigo's there (his younger cousin) Reigo always call me "Ate!" with a smile on his face. I don't know why. But I love it.
  • I THINK HE KNOWS ME. I don't know. But I have this strong feeling that he notices me. Ugh, why am I assuming?
  • Okay, his brothers were my schoolmates when I was in Kindergarden. I like his cousin back then, named Kyle. And we have pictures. Okay, I think it's just a coincidence. Who knows? 
  • He's shy. He's humble. He's totally a good guy. He's one of a kind.
The thing is, yung deal namin ni God eh parang nasira ko. You know, I kinda fell for Jerome nung bakasyon eh. Pero I think God told me/gave me a sign to JUST FORGET JEROME. Well, I thought I just have to forget him because there's nothing to do with him. He's not serious with me. No, I mean, I'm not sure if he'll be serious with me for too long. Maybe he liked me at the end of the school year, but he might know someone better. Besides, we're may not be classmates again. So, goodbye Jerome.
I think I should be serious with Our deal. Shouldn't I?

Saturday, April 7, 2012

Self-esteem.

Self-esteem.

Hindi ko alam kung bakit iyan ang title nitong post na ito. Siguro dahil sa, gusto ko lang yung pronunciation nitong word.


Anyway, hindi ko alam kung bakit ang baba ng self-esteem ko. Yung tipong ayaw kong lumalabas ng bahay kasi feeling ko ang pangit ko. De joke lang, over naman nun. Alam ko namang maganda ako eh. Well, kailangan kong isipin yun dahil gawa ako ng Diyos. Pero wala eh, may mga oras talaga na nanlulumo ako sa harap ng salamin. Kahit sabihin nilang maganda ako, may mga bagay talaga sa utak kong kumukontra para maniwala ako. Paano ba naman?
Hindi matangos ang ilong ko. Alam ko kung anong tawag sa pagiging “hindi matangos” pero ayoko lang sabihin kasi masakit. Siguro kung matangos lang ilong ko, kahit saang anggulo, kahit anong klaseng wacky pose, kahit gaano kabungisngis ang tawa ko, kahit patungan ko pa ng isang daang shades ang ilong ko, MAGANDA PA DIN AKO. Yun nga lang hindi matangos ilong ko.
Masyado akong matangkad. Sabi nila maganda daw yun. Madaming naiinggit sa aming matatangkad. Pero iba yung sakin eh. SOBRA. Sakit lang. Hindi ako makapag-reblog ng mga post na “penge height” kasi sobra sobra height ko. Walang nagkakagusto sakin kasi magmumukha akong nanay nila. Kung pwede ko lang idonate ang height ko, kahit buong barangay pa yung manghingi, bibigyan ko.
Mataba ako. Buti sana kung matangkad lang yung sasabihin ng mga tao kapag nakita nila ako eh. Pero yung feeling na sinabi mo yung age mo sa iba tapos mashashock sila, ang unang lalabas sa bibig nila, “ANG LAKI MO O_O” Okay, alam nyo yon. Iba ang “Tangkad” sa “Laki”.
Hindi ako ganon kaputi. Mahirap pumili ng damit kapag maitim ka. Okay ayoko ng ipagpatuloy to dahil nakakaiyak ang aking buhay.
Madami akong pimples. Yung tipong puro tigyawat na lang yung makikita mo sa mukha ko. Wala ng space. Take note: favorite spot nila ang ilong kong dambuhala.


Mahaba haba na din ito. At syempre wala naman kayong care sa akin kasi hindi nyo naman ako kilala. Sige babye.

Monday, April 2, 2012

Dear Jerome,

At first, ikaw yung unang napansin namin ni bessy nung naghahanap kami ng gwapo sa room. Oo, nagwapuhan talaga ako sayo simula pa nung una. Pero I didn't mind you cause you're tiny. De joke lang, makatiny eh no. Ang liit mo kasing nilalang. Kahit sino ang tatanungin, kahit kasing bolera pa yan ng nanay ko o ano, hindi talaga tayo bagay. Ayokong mag-assume o ipagpilitan pang bagay tayo dahil magmumukha lang akong tanga.I am fcking done with those things you know!!! AHAHAHA de charot lang ulit, I'm too dramatic. Wow english yon, sosyal ba? No? Okay.
Hindi ko alam kung anong nararamdaman ko ngayon para sa iyo. Alam kong crush lang ito. Pero bakit palagi kitang naiisip? Hindi na naalis sa isipan ko yung mga motibong pinakita mo sa akin e. Feeling ko kasi meron ka ding feelings para sa akin. Napakakapal ng mukha ko diba? Alam mo bang ikaw palagi yung dahilan kung bakit nagsesearch ako sa google ng "know if a guy likes you"? Lahat naman kasi ng nakalagay don, ginawa mo din sa akin eh. Pero ang gulo mo kasi. Hindi kita magets. Malandi ka. Assuming ako. Feeling ko oo pero naiisip kong baka isa lang ako sa mga balak mong lokohin. Baka isa lang ako sa mga balak mong paasahin. Baka masyado ko lang talaga binibigyan ng meaning yung mga bagay na pinapakita mo sakin. Nakakapagod din intindihin you know? Nakakapagod maguluhan kung ano ba gagawin mo: aasa o hindi?
Gusto kong sabihin mo sa akin na gusto mo din ako. Na matagal mo na akong gusto. Na ako lang yung sineseryoso mo sa lahat ng niloko mo. Na hindi ka na makatulog sa kakaisip sa akin. Na sobrang namimiss mo ako, at hindi mo kayang hindi ako makita.
Hindi ko alam kung bakit nalulungkot ako. Siguro kasi hindi naman ako sigurado kung crush mo nga din ako. Ayoko kasing masaktan. Sino bang gusto diba?
Gusto ko lang malaman mo na crush kita. Kahit hindi tayo bagay, kahit na malandi ka, kahit na hindi ako sure dito, kahit napakaliit mo, kahit na ang korni mo minsan, kahit na ang pangit mo sa mga wacky, kahit na madaming naiinis sa pagiging playboy mo, kahit sabi nila mayabang ka, kahit nakakaselos yang kalandian mo, crush pa din kita. Tandaan mo yan.
Patuloy na umaasa sa iyong pagmamahal (ew what did i say),
Chloe

My favorite place.

Say hello to my cabinet. Hahaha. Eto nga pala ang pinakamahiwagang parte ng bahay namin. Charaught. Pero ito talaga ang favorite place ko kasi eto lang naman ang pinakamalaki kong pagmamay-ari sa buhay ko. Naks ansaveh? Meron pa yang kabila, pero mas favorite ko tong side na to. Ajejeje.
  1. The first part of this side is yung mga pantalon kong hindi ginagamit. Korni kasi to eh, gusto kong ipamigay pero ayaw ni Mommy. Yan tuloy nakukulangan ako sa space. Wala lang, share hahahaha.
  2. Yung nirecycle kong lata. Lalagyanan ng mga accessories ko like bracelets, beads, rings, watch, ek ek. Medyo sabog to kasi feel na feel ko magdagdag ng mga burloloyz na hindi ko naman gagamitin. Wala lang, masabi lang na madaming accessories HAHAHAHA. (One of my favorites)
  3. Colognes. Yung iba kong perfume nasa isa pang cabinet (lalagyanan ng lahat ng pabango namin) pero pinili kong ilagay dito yung pinakadabest na colognes ko. Hulaan nyo kung bakit. HAHAHAHAHAHA kasi, bigay to ni Jerome. OMGGG :"> De, kasi christmas party non eh sakto sya yung nakabunot sakin. Actually hindi talaga sya eh, si Kerby. Eh sabi ni Kerby nastress daw sya kung ano ibibigay nya sakin kaya hiningi na lang ni Jerome WAHAHAHAHAHA. IDK kung hiningi nya o binigay talaga sa kanya. Kakabwisit nga eh, kung alam ko lang na sya yung makakabunot, edi sana di ko na inartihan yung nilagay ko sa wishlist at di ko na sya inabala pumunta sa bench -_- Iiih kakakilig.
  4. Picture ng aking ex-best friend. Hehehehe. Si Vanessa. Sya yung paasang lechugas na best friend ko na nafall sa aking crush at sinagot ito kahit alam nyang masasaktan ako at nakaaway ko ng isang libong taon at nakipagbati sakin at nakaaway at nakipagbati at nakaaway at nagpaawa sa mga kaklase ko para lang masabing mabait sya. Pero ayos lang, edi lamunin nya yung  crush kong yon. Pangit pangit nun eh.
  5. Dino Imperial. Crush ko nung Grade 6. K. Hahahaha
  6. Best friend ko simula Grade 5. Mabait to, si Joy. Dancer, cute, maasahan, comforting, tumatalinaw este tumatalino sa kanyang bagong school, mahal ako. Hahahaha. Best friends kami pero hindi ko alam kung totoo ba talaga kasi hindi na kami masyadong close. Magkaiba kasi kami ng school ngayong highschool. Pero alam namin sa isa't isang best friends kami. Love love love diba? :)
  7. DSPC memories. Isa sa best achievements and best memories ng buhay ko. Feature writer kasi ako non, and for the first time kong sumulat. Sobrang daming memories, sobrang dami kong natutunan sa buhay. Pero di ako nakasama sa RSPC. 13th place lang kasi ako nung Division. Eh shet ba naman kasi yung sulat ko dun eh, nagmamadali -_- Ang vovo ko! Pero ayos lang, I experienced my first super duper mega disappointment and lost. Pero ayos lang hehehe.
  8. VI-Love. Ang da best classmates ko. Nung grade 6 lang kasi ako napunta sa star section, at first akala ko isa yung malaking regret pero sa huli I realized they're the best. True and lifetime friends. Hehehehehe.
  9. Mga kaekekan ko lang. Scrapbook stickers. Wala lang. Hehe.
  10. Daniel Radcliffe/Harry Potter. You know how much I love Harry Potter diba? Crush ko talaga yan. Hihihihi. Tsaka dabest movie ang Harry Potter. (Sa kabilang pinto ng cabinet ko, merong mga poster ni Daniel :"> Sya lang. Kasi puro sya lang yung nakalagay sa mga poster sa magazine eh -_-)
  11. Scratch board. Pang testing lang sa mga ballpen ko na matatagpuan sa #22
  12. Dash ID. Ito yung binigay sa retreat namin sa Iba, Zambales. Maganda don! Yun yung pinakamatinong retreat ko sa buong buhay ko. Hahahaha. Madami akong natutunan. O:)
  13. To-do List. Kaek-ekan ko lang. Nagamit ko lang sya last summer pero hindi na ako ulit nag sulat dyan kasi di ko din naman nasusunod hehehe.
  14. First love letter na natanggap ko mula kay Jerome. HAHAHAHAHAHA de joke lang, mula to kay Vanessa. Mga kadramahan nyang hindi naman totoo. Actually yung laman nyan puro quotes lang. HAHAHA akala nya maiisahan nya ako ha. 
  15. Name tag ko sa pinakamatinong seminar na dinaluhan ko. Para yun sa mga clubs. Feel na feel ko yung sinabi ng guest speaker non. Tsaka yung feeling na tinabihan ako ng heart throb sa school namin. DABEST.
  16. Oops hindi na nakita. Yun yung sabitan ko ng mga favorite ko: long necklaces. Tapos ang wi-weird ng mga pendant. De joke lang, vintage kasi. I love vintage kaya. :)
  17. Music and Lyrics. Gusto ko lang gayahin yung ate ko noon. Pero hindi ko din naman to binabasa. Yung mga piniprint ko kasi na kanta, matagal ko nang kabisado. HEHEHEHEHE.
  18. DVD. Pirated yang lahat. Kinolekta ko yan nung mga panahon na hindi pa ako marunong magdownload. Punyeta naman kasi, sayang lang yung 11-15 pesos ko na pinambabayad sa Quiapo. Hindi ko pa maintindihan kasi walang subtitle. I were not really this fluence in english you known?
  19. Picture ng mahahalagang tao sa buhay ko. Oops wala si Cj, hehehe. Next time na ako magpapaprint ng picture namin ^_^ Nakakatamad pa eh.
  20. Magazine, mostly Candy. Dabest kasi itong magazine na ito. Sabi ng ate ko bakit ko daw ba yon kinokolekta. Ang sagot ko, kasi gusto ko tignan yung horoscope sa likod (which is half-true). Pero ang totoo, kailangan ko lang maghanap ng love advices and (para hindi masabing malandi) styles na din :)
  21. Books. Mostly Bob Ong's . Collection ko kasi yung libro nya. Yung iba naman, nahanap ko lang sa ate ko. Hehehehe. Masabing book-worm. (I love books. Pero yung mga books lang na hindi mahirap intindihin. Isa lang ang novelang binabasa ko na pinipilit kong intindihin: Harry Potter)
  22. Lalagyanan ng mga art materials ko. HEHEHEHE uma-art ha. Like ballpens (mostly walang tinta), pencil, gunting, ruler, eklabu.
  23. Ang mga luma kong damit na gusto kong ipamigay pero ayaw ni mommy kasi ayon sa kanya, ang mga tinatanggap lang for donations ay mga branded clothes, hindi tinatanggap yung mga galing sa ukay-ukay. Okay. Salot lang naman kasi ito sa cabinet ko eh, huhuhu.
    Sa may bandang baba nito, andoon ang banko ko. Ang music box na binili sakin ni daddy pati yung mga box ng ferrero na pinaglalagyan ko ng maneeh. K share ko lang, kunwari mayaman ako.
  24. Yung nirecycle kong container ng Magic Cream ni mommy. Hahahaha, masabi lang na eco-friendly ako. Di ko talaga alam kung anong ilalagay ko dito, pero one day naisipan kong pagtambakan ng mga baryang nakikita ko sa bulsa ko kasi nakakatamad ilagay sa banko kaya ayun. K, dinagdag ko lang itong number na ito para maging 24.

Hello.






Crush ko nga pala yung nagtatakip ng apoy. Ito ang ebidensya na napakamaingat ng aking crush pagdating sa mga bagay bagay. HAHAHAHA ano ba tong pinagsasabi ko. Bakit lahat may meaning hahaha. Ang cute cute nya, huhuhuhuhu.

Picture nga pala ng crush ko nung diwata pa sya. Hahahaha de joke lang. Ito lang ang isang litrato na nagpapatunay na kahit gaano kabungingis ang tawa nya, cute pa din sya. Wala lang, gusto ko lang ipaalam sa inyo. Wahahaha.
Sorry na, alam kong medyo kamukha nya yung inuupuan nyang unggoy. Sabi ko nga kasi sa inyo, malandi sya. Kaya pati yung unggoy pinapatulan nya. Sorry. Hahahahaha.


Eto sya nung medyo lumaki na. MEDYO ha. Sobrang bagal naman kasi nitong lumaki. Hahahaha. Siguro kailangan pang abutin ng isang dekada bago sya tumangkad ng about 3 inches -_- Hahaha de jk lang. Yung kasama nya ay yung kapatid nya. Cute no? Mahal na mahal nya yan. Hahaha. Madami sila eh, 4. K wala kayong care. Okay okay okay.