I love you.

To tell you the truth, I once said "I love you" to the boy I never really loved. It was a crush actually. No, it is slighter than a "crush". I don't really like him at first. HE'S THE TOTAL OPPOSITE OF MY IDEAL GUY. He's not smart, he's not even cute, he's weird, he's coward. But he's sweet, and he's popular. At first he really  do like me. He even tease me from my REAL CRUSH. Then we got close and he confessed to me that he likes me. Then the whole school knew. I thought I had feelings for him, and I just "go with the flow"ed. I was wrong. We even had a date, no it wasn't a date. Just a "gala" and he deeply fell in love with me. I don't know, I'm not sure. But he really enjoyed it while I, was having a terrible time. But as I said, I only just "go with the flow'ed and told him everything he WANTED to hear even if I don't really feel saying it.
When I realized I never really loved him, I gradually went away from him. Okay, I'm such a dumbass. I thought he wasn't really serious and he just acted like that to recover from his past and to satisfy me because he thought I was feeling the same way. But I think I'm kinda wrong.

I didn't say goodbye, I didn't say sorry. But he recovered soon enough.

Maybe you're asking me why I chose to break his heart huh? Easy. I just wanted to make my REAL CRUSH jealous (which is, worked slightly) and then I realized, breaking their hearts were'nt something you could make fun of. I thought love is just a game that time.

I'm feeling mental. I'M  NOT EVEN BEAUTIFUL TO SAY THIS THINGS. OKAY OKAY OKAY -_-