So si Earl naman ang napanaginipan ko ngayon. And I could say that that was the best dream I ever had. Akala ko talaga totoo yun. It was like real. Sobra.
Kasi ganito yun.
Me and Kent (my ex-classmate) were sitting on the stairs, particularly on the King's Cross Station (Harry Potter). Kent was a bit teasing me about certain things. And then Earl came. Wait a minute, he's online now! What am I gonna do? :"> Okay back to business. He suddenly confessed his feelings for me. He said he's deeply in love with me ever since we passed by each other at subd's gate. It was like:
Earl: I love you. You're different, you're unique, you're beautiful. You're one of a kind. It was like, you're reading minds. You're amazing.
Kent: Weh!?! Eh bakit ngayon mo lang sinabi?
Earl: Eh kasi nga wala akong lakas! But I really do like her, I swear.
And then suddenly, it was a great feeling knowing the reasons of his actions. Why do they look at me, why do his friends stare at me, why do his family know me.. My heart was filled with joy atleast for once. I didn't mind my problems. It was like, I reached one of my greatest dreams now. It felt like I was the luckiest girl in the world. I can't believed that, but I'm so, soooo happy. The thing is, I'm just smiling to death. I didn't spoke a word. He's the only one talking. I just said to him,
"Remember the time we met?"
And he smiled, "Yeah, I always knew it was the best day of my life."
His words mean everything to me. His eyes, his lips, his everything. I went home at dawn. And I saw him online. He didn't chat me, message me, or anything else. So I did the first move. I typed everything I wanted to say. About our deal between me and God, the way I dream of him, everything. I imagined my future WITH HIM. It's like he's my soulmate. He's the one I want to be with someday.
And then I woke up.
Honestly, hindi ko sya maintindihan. He shows motives (no I mean, I don't know if his actions are really "motives" or I'm just assuming something.) Pero ewan ko. He never chatted me, or even liked my photo, or even dropped me a message. I don't know kung may chance pa ko. Pero I trust God naman eh. I know he will make ways.
Nagseselos din ako kay Sammerz at Angel. K. Nakakainis.
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