I find it weird when people are being bothered by the fact that cj was gone and I’m gonna be alone for the rest of the day. To be honest, there are still times when I feel pleasured when CJ’s absent, and so I’m gonna have some space. I love being alone every other time. I like walking alone and eating alone and just listening to music untl my ears complain. But I don’t hate her to be around. I love it when she’s there and when she’s not around.