“I keep a diary of all my thoughts and most of the time I don’t even think about what I’m writing. Like, when I write about my friends, when they make me angry.. but it doesn’t mean that I don’t love them.”

This is true. This really explains all. There are moments in life that you feel irritated, offended, odd, awkward, intimidated with people around you, even to your closest friends and to the people you cared the most - but you don’t hate them. It’s just that there are, surely, imperfections in life. You may have some little problems with some people but you’ll never take them out of your life because they mean to you. They mean alot. You care about them. And if you care for someone, it isn’t about all the good things. It is about spending ups and downs with them and still have each other in the end.