Wala na talaga. Confirmed!
(Then I guess I won't be caring too much anymore.) It's painful. See? It's quite painful, just here, in my chest.

I tried hard to make my friend happy. Well it wasn't that grande-like celebration but I was quite glad that it made her touched, happy. She's quite having a good time, that's why I avoided myself to have a bad mood just to balance the atmosphere. I'm kind of running away, from those askcxnz,lfasjdknmxz things but then at the end of the day, it gives me such pain. Really painful.

I'm not saying that I'm having regrets. I am really happy that we had good time being together. But I think it's kind of funny that after making somebody feel better, I'm having a hard time thinking of myself. Yes. I know. It's sad. Only God knows how painful it is for me.
(Wait. Especially for you's playing.. *kilig*)

I don't really understand what's really happening between me and those people.

All I wanted is for them to be real. No more lies, no more pretentious actions. But discovering people to leave will be more painful to me. I can't imagine what will happen if they all leave. That's pretty unimaginable.

You.
Don't leave.
Even think of doing it.
Please?